In the dark you tell me of a flower, That only blooms in the violet hour

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

The toughest thing i will never have to do.

The love of my life is deciding wether to walk away tonight. I dont know how to handle this, I haven't cared for someone in so long and now tonight I remember why I refused to let anyone else in. it hurts more than anything I can describe and the utter feeling of not being able to control this situation is driving me mad. I just want for once the man I love to love me enough to not make me cry. I don't want him to leave. :'( but I could feel it in his voice I know the sound of being given up on. Its too familiar. And I just dont know how I'm going to put my heart back together this time, I'm all out of glue.


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3 comments:

  1. Hope things get better for you.
    Cute pic btw..

    I'll pray for ya.

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  2. oh and I love your playlist. I've listened to the whole thing.. twice now. lol

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  3. They did but then the crap hit the fan...... :/ thanks I need to update it but I'm lazy...I'm about to go find you on Facebook ( you've been warned)

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