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I don't know how to be alone anymore

sad sucky sucky sad stupid dumb day

Three weeks ago I said yes for the first time to getting married, two days ago I am back with my parents with a sick empty feeling and a broken heart.....now I remember why I always say no. I think the last little bit of belief in true love and romance just died in Houston.killing the hopeful little girl inside of me. Happy flippin fourth of July....-_- an even colder ice queen has returned.