The Cat

New house, new goals, and unfortunately new twelve year old cat.....well same one really but my parents generously left it to me in a boomerang fashion since I was the one who gave her to them two years ago. My evil plan has failed miserably. So now Bubbles and I are trying to relearn how to co exist which also means I am back on the allergy pills (it's either that or pink poofy eyes and a nose that sounds like an elephant taking a bath)*sigh* and so I take them.
side note* cats are the number one deadliest killer in the animal category because everyone has them and they cause blood poisoning and other horrors every day AND they are a large cause for schizophrenia.....comforting. Within the next year I could either die of cat scratch fever or start talking to walls, but only painted walls....I could never be seen with a white wall.
Ironic That I used to adore cats so much that the only tattoo I have is of one of them but now I am a avid dog person and avoid cats. My favorite breed is the Great Dane. I think they a gorgeous and very majestic and I miss my two ladies Ember and Raven very much (they are with my parents for eight months until I leave town since now I have downsized to an upstairs apartment).
That is all for now, I would stay and ramble but I am leaving the building and carrying my computer and typing while driving might be hard. ;)
~glory

rambling into the deaf darkness

4:00 in the morning and stuck in a half awake half asleep inspired yet blank stage. I have been doing this a lot lately, sleeping in and staying up all night, which is probably not the most healthy but since my body is the boss I let it be.
I am completely packed, snack packs and all, and surrounded by towers of square 3-D stacked cardboard....could be a good look for this house.... Now all that is really left is waiting on the U-Haul which doesn't get here till Friday (Unfortunate since now I cannot remember which box has all the clean clothes).
I love moving today, though tomorrow I might hate it again....I go through phases; it's a good chance to downsize on overly collected junk and a good way to start over. Except that my way of cleaning out junk is throwing away a pencil that is too far gone to revive and calling it a day. I am far to sentimental when it comes to pointless stuff. I still have my floppy disks from junior high even though my PC cannot play them and nearly half a garden with all the pebbles and peddles I have collected over years of happy moments .Pitiful really...
Ever wonder why it is that sometimes life can seem so great, everything is perfect then it all falls apart and turns horrid only to fix itself and bring back out the sun before you even have a chance to react to the first situation. If life is a jump rope I have the reflexes of an eighty year old when I play....I'm always just a little behind and tripping over the rope.
OK, I'm going to try again to sleep....won't work probably...but this screen is too bright my eyes are too tired and i always have a good back up plan sitting in the book shelf if I fail.

New Year Wishes

Another year to start over.
My new years resolution: Not to have a new years resolution...which technically making it my resolution is also breaking it so there goes the stress of trying to keep it.
I hope everyone has a great new start and doesn't just pick up where they left off and continue on with the same monotonous daily role that they have been hammering out for years. It takes all the fun out of life and makes it like your almost not living...a kind of walking dead.
Don't get trapped in that same old tradition. Its not healthy.
I am just finishing off another brilliant chapter in the imaginary world that I have created, which is fast becoming my obsession, and watching my grandpa dose off after finding the rum bottle left over from New Years to his liking *snickers* and thinking how wonderful it would be if boxes could pack themselves.
Yes boxes. The whole family is playing musical houses this next month, my parents my sisters family, my grandpa, and me.....I would add my two brothers to the list but I don't know if dorms really count *thinks for a moment on that*
Whatever the case no one will be where they first begun but almost every house is going to still be occupied and then there will be two new ones brought in...I personally am excited because I am moving to a cheaper place with more quiet and less pets.
DOn't get me wrong I love pets...just not paying for their food or wrestling with them during bath time. I will be leaving with just my two baby great danes Ember and Raven; no cats, no birds, no wolves.
The one thing I will miss: My niece and sister. They will still be in the same town...for now but even in the same town and not in the next room is going to hurt. :( But I suppose it is healthy to separate. Since I have been with them I have made their life my life and have really not gone out until now to try to find my own. I just wish I could take them with me you know...like a souvenir key chain that's always near by (unless you're me and loose the keys often).
So since I am moving to a new house I am now also in the process of finding a new job... waitressing I'm afraid....which happens to be the one profession I loath above all else I have ever done, but the money is good even if the customers are Satan and I suppose I could trade my soul for the cash if for only six months out of this year. I was awfully trim back then, mainly because the sight of food made me ill and all the running away from tables kept me going, but still there you have it: I work in restaurants and I won't have to go to the gym...fair trade I guess.
ANYway may God watch over all who pass by whether atheist, agnostic, christian (active or not), catholic, protestant, Islam, jew, on so on, and keep you safe with his loving arms whether you believe in him or not and at the risk of repeating myself, have a Happy New Year ;)